2 days post D&C.;

Wow yesterday I was feeling fine (mentally). I was glad this is gonna be over soon, and we can start trying again. Today, it’s the complete opposite. I feel so angry at my body for doing this to me. Why did this have to happen?? I am suppose to be pregnant!! Now I have to start all over again. Tracking, temping, opking. It’s like I did all that for nothing before. Also, I am so SICK of going to the bathroom and seeing blood every time I wipe. It just keeps reminding me how much of a failure I am!!! I have been crying pretty much all day, or sleeping. I hope this doesn’t last much longer. Xxx