Confidence

I am not at all confident with my body. I feel so ugly all the time. I hate buying clothes because I feel like nothing looks good on me. I also feel like my husband isn’t attracted to me anymore. I’m about 230ish lbs and this is the biggest I’ve ever been. I’ve battled with depression and other issues and it’s been so hard for me to lose weight. While I’m going to try to lose this weight, I want to feel beautiful. I want to love the body I’m in and show it off (even if I’m not completely happy with it). How the hell do you get confident?! Haha I would love some advice on self love because I’m lacking it!

J