I just want you to know that you broke my heart, you crushed it between your large tattooed hands. I loved you, oh how I loved. I loved you with everything I had, I loved you more than the words that pour out my mouth.

I fell pregnant, with your child. We both made a decision that it wasn’t our time and yet we both regretted that heart wrenching decision. I remember the day you broke up with me, it was two weeks after the operation, I’ve never cried so hard in my life. I felt empty, betrayed and hollow; which I still feel today. Even though it’s been a year. I remember how I told you I loved you and you never said it once back, you said it 2 weeks after we’d been apart, you said you wish I hadn’t had that surgery. There were a lot of things you wished that you could of said before it was all done.

After being with you, you changed me into a person that I don’t want to be; YOU. I turned into you, I now having a loving partner who would do anything for me but I catch myself responding how you did to me.

I want to be better, I will be be better than you. For all the pain and hollowing feelings, I will be better than you.

Goodbye.