TWW Hell After IVF

Oh my God this is worse than I could have imagined! How do people stay calm during this? I think I've taken about 8 hpts I shouldn't have. My results have been positive and my trigger was 14 days ago yesterday, but then you read all this stuff about still it could be a false positive, chemical pregnancies, etc and it's just craziness!

My beta was scheduled Saturday but the office is closed so I can't even go in until Monday. I'm going nuts! Starting to think like okay can I convince them to take me Friday instead?!

Anyone in a similar boat? Or am I just nuts?