Leaving my baby in hospital/nicu 😩

Hi ladies

I like to ask fellow mommies with babies in the nicu how you did it? I just left the hospital now..all I could do is cry none stop when I got home when reality kicked in that my baby is left behind n won't be with us for the next weeks..I need motivation 🙁it's hard! I hope it gets better with the days coz today is only the first day so maybe that is why I'm like this n the nice thing is that I live literally 15 mins from the hospital so I will go as often as I can coz the only problem is Im going to need someone to take me there since I'm not suppose to drive for the next 6 weeks..