Am I alone ?

I have avoided taking pictures of my baby bump almost completely because af my weight gain making me 199 lbs. I feel so embarrassed and even though I plan to go right back to what to losing weight I can even bring myself to look at my bump in the mirror. I'm embarrassed to say I try to hide my bump as much as I can. I LOVE my little baby girl, and in no way blame her or my husband for this, but I feel so my sadness and hate towards my body right now.