Am I going crazy!!??

So here it is I took a prego test on Tuesday and there was a very very faint line so I plan I taking another one on Monday . Someone on here tweaked it for me an you can see it just faint. Now I have had four miscarrieges the last one was oct . Now I'm trying not to google every little thing to freak myself out I'm just going with the flow. Last week my boobs hurt like every day. This week not all day but for some parts of the day. Last week and this week my lower tummy kinda feels like pulling its an odd feeling lite cramps like I'm just about to get my aunt flow. I had a very very very lite period when I flow heavy the first two days. But anyways I have bad back acne and acne on my boobs witch I have never had and I'm a soda ice tea coffee drinker but lately all I really want is ice water .. I just don't want to get happy and then find out I'm going crazy with my miscarrieges I never had these symptoms just feeling blah and missing my period.... I just feel like these things I'm feeling are me going crazy or is it that I'm really feeling them and it's not in my head... Please laides help me.....