5 days late and no postive tests.

Belle

I am having an extremely hard time. My boyfriend and I have different schedules and it's hard for us to ttc. He works 3rd shift and I work first, by the time I get off work he goes to sleep because I have a five year old son that he watches while I work and I know it sounds like a bunch of excuses but I'm exhausted and we don't have the same days off... and I just want to get pregnant. He has low sperm count and every month that that my period comes just depresss me more and more. Anyone has any ideas on how to battle these feelings?