My ever loving boyfriend

Has becoming increasingly mean and judgemental towards my weight.

I am on birth control and one of the side effects is weight gain .. I’m fully aware that if I eat more I will gain weight, so I’m not blaming it all on the birth control.

He grabs my belly and says that I have lots.. then pauses then says, lots of love.

When we had an argument, he called me a fat fuck. But said he was joking when he said it.

He tells me that I need to walk more and get more exercise cause that will help with all the ‘extra’ I have.

I tell him that what he says hurts, it’s not like I’m not aware of my changing body and my weight.

I’m just wasting my breath trying to tell him how I feel because he just keeps doing it.