Frustrated and sad

So heartbroken right now and feeling like no one would understand except you. I’m in my fertile window and today is my highest day. My husband strained a muscle 4 days ago and today he said the pain is too bad and he can’t have sex. I told him last night he should go to the ER or at least be icing it but he didn’t. We just had a huge blow up fight. He literally has one job in this process and he failed me and I’m pissed and embarrassed that I was basically begging him to just take the pain for a minute and just have sex with me. I just want a baby so badly and I’m heartbroken that we might miss this month. I feel silly for all of his but really upset.