feel a failure and a Jonah

jojoe

Hello, am 34 turning 35 this year and feel like am getting knocked down emotionally because any little positive in my life, a big negative happens. Been trying for a baby for 4 years (since we were first married) and in this time I've developed a underactive thyroid, slight endometriosis causing my right ovary and fallopian to stop working.This is all a bit pants but, the big kick in the arse with this.......2 years ago I was also diagnosed with MS which is now mostly controlled, at the moment but cvould have a flare up at any time 😣. Stress enough, but my father-in-law died suddenly 4 days before Christmas, which, understandably has left my husband devastated (he lost also lost his mum 20 years ago, his gran 5 years ago and his grandvad 1 year ago). Thankfully him and his 2 sisters have each other, as well as their husbands. I just wish we could have some good news for a change Sorry about the spilling my heart out, am in tears just writing this, but, my husband is a saint and is strong and I will and do catch him as he had caught me. Thank you for reading this and lots of baby dust to all 🙂🌠🌌