Not my month ladies.. today marks my 2 year wedding anniversary and of course I started today. 😭😭😭 we’ve been TTC for what seems like forever now and nothing is working. I’m so over it; I just want to give up on having one of my own at this point. He has 4 from a previous marriage so he knows how it is but doesn’t really understand how hard it is on me not being called “mom” although I take care of the kids day in and day out just as if I were Mom.