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i try to not bother people with my problems but occasionally i tell my boyfriend about my issues(mental) and he seems to just now me off or seem nonchalant about it; very dry like oh okay what are you going to do to help yourself? I'm like i thought this was a team effort but ig not.. so then i tell him and instead of us finishing a convo he's back focused on his game. then i overthink everything. I'm entirely too sensitive about everything. i have trust issues with a lot of people including my bf... some days i just feel like i need to be alone like i want meant to have anyone with me. i sometimes want to leave my bf because i feel like he deserves someone who isn't like me.