so I feel gross. I've thrown up a few times. horrible heartburn, the poops, hot flashes, super dizzy.... but I have surgery on the 30th of this month And can't reschedule it. I wanna be pregnant but if I am my surgery will be canceled and scheduled at a later time and I need it so I can eat properly because my jaw is misaligned and very painful. I'm scared to test cause I don't know if I'll be happy or sad to see either a negative or a positive. like what do I do