I've been with my husband since 2011 and married since 2014. I have 2 kids 18 and 15 and he has 1 that is 10. I was diagnosed with cervical cancer at 18 and since I had my son never really thought about having more kids.

Fast forward to married life and we decided we want a child between us... we began truly trying a little over a year ago (after a leep and clearance from oncology) so far every month AF shows up if not early always on time whichbof course causes it's own wave of emotions.

Was losing faith in the ability for US to create.... until being a nosey wife I saw a female continually calling his phone... Long story short my husband has a baby on the way by someone who is not me. He claims it was an accident of course and that he wants to be with me and blah blah blah... my pride says stay and fix it but my whole being says run for the hills and don't look back. I know what I should do, just don't know why it's so hard to do.