Today I choose to give up 😌

JanaeAlysee` • Mommy of 2 💙💕 &&dopeasswife🙋🏾‍♀️💅🏾

I have been so stressed feeling like I have the weight of it all on me. I cry all the time in discomfort not being able to sleep not feeling well and most of all not having any energy to do my regular routines such as cook, clean, go to the store, perform my duties to the best of my ability at my workplace. My husband sees my struggle but barely helps me and when I don’t cook he complains but I try the best I can to cook but I just don’t have it in me these days with migraines stomach cramps from working early mornings and getting off evenings and extremely exhausted cause I work in a school where I take care and teach infants. I’m constantly on my feet changing diapers, feeding, and teaching I often have to take naps throughout the day at work just to keep my head above water.

so when I get home I’m mostly exhausted and still have a hard time washing clothes cleaning my house and cooking but when I ask for help and not getting any or when my feelings being disregarded it’s hard for me . Then whenever I vent to my husband he never say anything back or change the subject to make it about him. I was just frustrated feeling like I’m not appreciated so I gave up and decided that I’m not going to cook clean or vent to him anymore. If he wants to eat he needs to cook for me sometimes help me around the house etc. cause I feel like he looks at me like superwoman that I don’t get tired or he used to me handling and doing anything he figures I need help but I quit as of today until he helps me and not take me for granted