Self confidence...

Caridad

So... you have no idea how hard it is for me to post this. I’ve struggled with self confidence issues ever since I started puberty, I was a late bloomer. Now I am 16 years old, and I absolutely hate my body. I hate having those weird muffin tops, and I’ve tried to go to the gym, however trying to balance school work, scholarship pressure, horse riding, social life and anxiety, plus working out about 3 days a week is almost imposible for me. All my classmates have this amazing body and all I can do is think about how fat I am. I stress about the way of how I look so much that I get panic attacks before going swimming in a public place... I really want to start loving my body, but I just can’t...