Please dont kill yourself. I know what it's like to want to cut, and to to give to the craving, so I can barely tell you not to cut yourself. But I really do need you in my life. I don't tell you things sometimes. Like about the cutting, or about the abuse in my past because I'm afraid you'll feel bad pouring out your feelings to me because you'll think I can't handle it or that your problems are a weight on my shoulders. I used to know when I was giving u enough support but now idk. You haven't been to the hospital in a while, but that cud just mean that u no longer care enough about your life to say something. I've been through a lot and I don't know how to tell you about it, or if I shud or if I want to, but you were a light in my life for so long and I want you to stay with us. Please do. Do it for me, and do it for yourself. I love you.