Appointments !

Theses dates are driving me insane !! I'm exactly 10eeeks today and the closest ultrasound date in the end of July ! 😔 either doctors won't take me because I don't have insurance OR they are at the least two months away. Is it irrational to be annoyed that it seems like everybody is able to check and see their little bundles but I have to wait months . My doctors office suggested that I go to social services until my tricare clears, I'm so drained at this point .