Anxiety will have you like ...

I hate anxiety I hate having it anxiety will have you thinking you have hiv when you know you're clean I swear anxiety will have you sitting here thinking of the worst & never the positivities anxiety will have you staying up because you feel like people just don't understand what you feeling & that everyone hate you, anxiety will have you overreacting/ overthinking about shit that ain't even that deep 🤦🏾‍♀️ anxiety will have you siting somewhere crying cause the thoughts in your head is very haunting & can't forget the panic attack and the heart beat racing & the Random fear that just creeps up. I can't even explain myself properly on how i feel about it it just like I can't find the words to explain it & it frustrating I wish people would understand that this shit will literally have you staying up every night.