Can I rant?

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My friends, feeding a preemie baby is no walk in the park. The nurses keep saying that one day he will just "get it" but him eating like a champ one feeding and the next feeding he is like just knocked out asleep, not latching or just biting. I realize he is doing so so good for a baby who is still supposed to be inside my tummy but I wish that the feedings were easier. I hate his little tube and I'm scared he will yank it out and hurt himself. I know the tube is necessary otherwise he would possibly starve himself but I just wish he could do the feedings better :c