3 under 3 Rant

I have a lot on my plate with more to come. my first son is 2 he'll be 3 November 18. My second son is 10 months he'll be 11 months at the end of the month turning 1 May 28(he came early he was suppose to be here in July) and I'm 8 months Pregnant due for c-section May 18 with my Third Boy!🤤(so yeah not even a year apart). My 2 year old only says just a few words when he WANTS to speak so we got him evaluated and he just has a speech delay and we just started speech therapy and will be transitioning him over to school by the time he turns 3 and full of energy. Second son is up and moving like crazy trying to keep up with his big brother. Third son still in the womb is kicking my butt And I'm ready for him to be out! I have zero energy. Boyfriends works so I'm grateful this time around that I didn't have to work the whole pregnancy. but I feel I worked 2 shifts by the end of the day this will be my last pregnancy getting my tubes tied. Lol. 3 kids was my limit. I would have loved to have a baby girl but the Lord has blessed me with 3 boys. I don't know how I'm going to do it with no family close by for me or my boyfriend. Just him and me. But I'm sure we'll adjust