Drinking beer and being emotional

My fiancé left to go see his grandmother and will not be back until later on, and I'll be asleep by then

I'm ovulating so this sucks😭 no baby this month!!

Maybe next lol

** we didn't have sex. The last time was 5 days ago. This is my first month TTC so I bought OPK's and used my first one today, which was darker than the control line. 🙁 my luck lol **