Getting induced!

Dionne

I'm 34 weeks and 4days. I had a doctor's appointment yesterday and baby is weighing 4 weeks behind. so he is 3lbs and 9oz. On Friday we have another appointment with the doctor to set a induced date. I'm scared out my mind, I feel guilty because my Lupus is what's restricting his weight. Any one have positive stories to tell so I can some what calm down?