Today I’m pissed. We lost what meant the world to us. We would have been damn good parents. We would have loved our baby more than words. We would have done ANYTHING for our child. Would have raised it to be a valuable member to society. Would have completed our lives. Meanwhile, people are abandoning their babies, getting abortions, hate their kids and beat them.

But me?

I get to mourn the loss of my child. I get to be angry at everything, since I can’t find one place to place blame. I get to be jealous of every single woman who is able to have children and love on them. I get to see everyone posting on social media. I get to be miserable. When will it ever get easier...