Anyone else?

Been trying to conceive and i am supposedly 5 days late. The last at-home pregnancy test i took two days ago (3 days late) was negative and i haven’t taken another once since because i hate the rejection. Anyone else get pregnant and have false negatives in the beginning? Low hormones to show HCG?? I’m too scared to take another test and i hate going pee because i don’t want to see blood!