Damn waiting game


so I was supposed to have AF arrive on the 29 of March.. yesterday I started spotting and today it's not so much but I have cramps and I'm peeing more so than usual. I'm terrified to test because I don't want to see a BFN ...... fingers crossed and nail biting but I will do a test In the morning. still waiting to see if its spotting or a heavier flow by tomorrow... oh dear God I hope it's what I hope it is. ☺