What should I do?

Ok y'all I ended up in a weird situation. I've been datin this guy since late August n I'm not gonna lie I fell hard for this man. We've kinda been through a lot I had 2 miscarriages but I broke up with him in dec Cuzz I found out he cheated on me n had me drive him to the girls house 3xs. Ok soo he wanted his cake n eat it too meaning he started dating the girl n still wanted to mess with me.Thing is he knows he did wrong. I ended up gettin into a fight with the girl Cuzz she disrespected me. My parents ended up gettin involved now they don't like him. But here's where it starts since me n him were dating I've been taking his "friends" to work n they pay me for it Soo while I've been goin through the break up his friends noticed I have been the same n they gave me a big bro tlk, which was really needed but one friend did a little more n honestly I never looked at him in anything type of way like literally the whole time I knew them was taxi driver type relationship. He told me I deserved better n tht I'm real n everyone out here knows n appreciates me n stuff n how he would have me as his girl but he ain't ready for a relationship....... pretty much we ended up having sex n I really really like him but I'm still in love with my ex n sometimes me n my ex tlk bout how he wishes things were different. Like Ik it's stupid if I go back to him but I slick want to but I also like his friend am I wrong considering the situation. His mom said no but idk something is telling I did wrong😔 Wht do y'all think?