I've now been TTC for 20 months with nothing happening.

My husband has had sperm analysis which came back normal.

I've had blood tests which all are back normal.

Next week I go for my HSG test but I know this is going to come back normal!

My periods are like clockwork and I've never missed one in my life.

I'm sick of not getting pregnant and I am now becoming resentful and angry with others who are pregnant!

I find myself looking at people and think how come she can have a baby and I can't!

I don't understand how drug addicts and people who don't care about their children have lots and I desperately want one and I can't have one :(!

I know feeling this way isn't healthy and not going to make me fall pregnant but I seems everyone around me is having babies and making it look so easy and I can't!

My best friend has just come off the pill and I know she is going to fall pregnant soon and I'll be happy for her obviously but also so sad for myself too!

I find it very hard and want to cry!