What am I doing wrong?

Lacey • Mommy to an Angel 1.14.16; wife 9.24.16; rainbow baby 4.4.17 && Baby #3 Due 4.28.20

Once again, I’m not pregnant. I’m so heartbroken.. with my first pregnancy it took about 3 months (but we weren’t really trying but weren’t preventing it from happening) and then that pregnancy ended with my son dying due to a genetic disorder he had. With my daughter, it took one time and I got pregnant and she just turned 1 yesterday. We’ve been trying since September and I don’t know what is going on... I know that we haven’t been trying for a long time, but it’s frustrating.

My son was born in 2016, my daughter in 2017 And I was hoping for a 2018 baby.. now that isn’t going to happen.

Sorry for venting.. like I said, my heart is broken once again. 🤷🏼‍♀️