Thinking about deleting!!!

So I think I'm going to delete this app. My husband and I have been TTC for almost 6 years now and we have had no luck. Last month I had a horrible melt down and cried for hours and hours. I told him I had lost my faith and was beginning to think I was never ment to be a mother. He was very mad about the way I was talking. He said "listen, let's just give it the f*** it attitude for three months, NO stressing about it, NO thinking about it, just nothing to do with it, and if it happens within those three months awesome, but if it don't we will go see a doctor. So here it is exactly a month later and I find myself every night on this app looking at all the BFP posts and I think to myself "ugh why can't this be me?" This app is not very healthy for someone TTC and having a very difficult time doing so. I love this app I really do but I can't do this to myself anymore. Also just a little side note, I'm 14 days late and have taken 2 PT, one digital and one pink dye, they were both negitive. Maybe, hopefully one day soon very soon I will download the app again and put my BFP post on here. 🤞🤞🤞