11wk blues 😰 getting anxious!

kels 💗💙

Hey ladies,

So I have my 12wk ultrasound coming up and I’ve noticed I’ve been super bummed out and anxious the last couple days.

My last pregnancy ended in a missed miscarriage at 8wks(stopped developing around5-6wks). Even though I’ve had scans at 6 and 8wks where we’ve seen the heartbeat, I’m so worried that we will go in to this ultrasound and get horrible news.

I had awful nausea and morning sickness from 6-9 wks, but it has let up this last week, though I’m still vomiting at least once a day. Don’t get me wrong, I’m grateful to not be as sick, but any little decrease in symptoms worries me 😞

I got a home Doppler and was super excited to find the heartbeat at 10+3, as well as the day after, but I haven’t been able to find it since. I know it’s still early and it can be difficult to find with a home Doppler consistently but now I’m just making myself upset with it.

Sorry for the super long post, just needed to vent.

Anyone else have their anxiety spike coming up to ultrasounds?

Monday can’t come soon enough!! 🤞🏻🌈👶