Need a little encouragement

Karen

Hi ladies! I hope you are having a great night. My husband and I have been trying for some time. We lost our first baby together in July. So we started trying again. I’m 39 and I’m getting a little concerned. I wonder if I am stepping outside of Gods will or pushing this. We start fertility again this month when I start my period which is late but no double lines yet. Does anyone else feel this way? I wonder if I’m getting too old and too tired. Or what if this isn’t Gods will. How do I know? Any thoughts bad prayers would be appreciated.