Abortion, adoption... Neither

Kiyah • Mommy of two 👦🏽👦🏽

I feel sooo torn right now. I just found out I am a little over 4 weeks pregnant and I don’t know what to do. I am 29 and a single mother to two boys 8 and 4. My boyfriend and I haven’t been seeing eye to eye and as soon as I told him he says... well no need to change anything since we’re going to abort it. I always said that’s what I would do if that accidentally happened and I thought we were careful with my nuvaring.... but now I don’t know what to do. Now that this has happened can I really kill my baby? Can I really give him or her to strangers? Can I really raise another child, possibly alone?

Please no one judge. I really just need advice.... Thank you!