dating a girl but really need some DIIICCCKKKKKKK.

so i’ve been dating this girl for over 2 years now and i love her more than anything she’s my world but she doesn’t have sex with me, like ever. i’m bisexual and we broke up last summer and i had sexual relations with guys and it makes her uncomfortable. we’ve probably had sex a total of 5 times since we’ve been back together and it’s almost been a year. I really love her sooo much and sex isn’t really important to me i would never cheat on her but lately i’ve been wanting to get dicked down SO BAD. and not from her strap on. from a dude. what do i doooo😭😭😭😭