Little about my issues: I have ptsd, depression, and anxiety. 90% of the time I have trouble remembering, I can never remember the previous day, I feel like I’m outside of my body, and I have trouble staying committed to things because of my ptsd/anxiety.

I also need a job. My stepdad says he can get me a job but it’s an hour away. Which means it’ll turn into an 11 hour day with my commute. My therapist thinks it’s a really bad idea. She thinks I’m not ready for that type of commitment because I had to quit my last job due to panic attack’s caused from my ptsd. She thinks I need a minimum wage job at best because I’m just not healed enough yet. She wants to put me on medication so that I feel better and have a better time remembering/not on auto pilot. I Really desperately need a job though. My therapist thinks my parents are pushing me so hard to get this type of job because they want me to seem better on the outside to everyone else. I honestly don’t want to work out there but feel like I can’t say no to my parents. I’m 22. What do I do?