Feeling hopeless af!!
I feel like im just gone be old and aline forever. It's just me and my 7 year old son and to me my life is absolutely ruined! I have a kid who I had young as hell. No guy around my age is going to want to deal with that! I really don't even want to date anyone because my first and last relationship experience traumatized me so bad. I wanted to get married and have more kids! But instead i got cheated on, lied to, and played all because of how my body look and other insecurities I have. I know im not ugly but then i really dont know honestly. Im just tired of being lonely and want to be happy and I know you want make a person be with you if they dont want too but idk what to do.
this my body and above is how i look!
I know personally i want to lose weight in my mid section but i dont feel like i should be shunned for caring his children. I wont look the same forever anyway its just annoying and heart breaking.
** i was unpacking when i took this.