I feel like I'm living a lifetime movie.

We conceived on his birthday..

He broke up with me the day after his birthday. Not knowing I was pregnant yet obviously. Still living in the same apartment until he decided he was going to leave the state.

Well maybe a week later, I wanted so desperately to get back together, he wasnt having it.. Well I ended up super sick.. and decided to take a pregnancy test. And..

Surprise!! I found out I was pregnant at the beginning of Dec.. He decided he was still going to move across the country and come back in July.. THAT SHIT WAS HARD. My heart was crushed, for months I have to keep in touch with him for our child's sake. It hurt so much. I begged for him back to give it another chance Buttt

He had moved on.. found a new girl. Hurt even more.. But just yesterday. I found out..

He has a kid on the way with this new women! We are about 10 weeks apart. 😭

My life is a whole mess. What gets me the most is that he changed his plans to staying across the country. So where does that leave our child? Not knowing her father for the first year or years of her life. I'm so devastated.