I believe that some of us have to wait just that little bit longer for our little rainbows as there is a plan for them to do great things on this earth.

I have learnt that there is a plan for everyone and what is ment to be will be.

I’ve beaten myself up for the past 16 months over the 5 pregnancies we’ve lost, thinking I was doing something wrong or that I didn’t deserve to be a mother.

I put so much pressure on myself and completely lost myself in the process but I’ve recently thought if it’s ment to happen for us then it will and for now I’m going to focus on the here and now in

the knowledge my time will come when I probably least expect it.