Last Thursday we moved into our first apartment after living with my parents while being married for 2 yrs. We have a 1 1/2 year old son (got pregnant on my honeymoon with him). That Thursday morning I took a pregnancy test and found out I was pregnant! I was so happy! New beginnings for our little family. I kept wondering and imagining our life with more kids.. will it be twins? a girl? another boy? Isaiah will be a great big brother. I was thinking about wheening my son from nursing and getting him to sleep fully in his crib so I'd be ready for a newborn. This morning I started spotting.. the bleeding just kept coming slowly. Made a appointment to make sure everything was okay. Nurse took a test when I got there and said "the test is negative. I think the test you took that said you were pregnant was faulty." The doctor came in and said that there is a very faint line on the test and that I'm miscarrying. I was 6 weeks 3 days today.. throughout the day there has been bigger clots, cramping in my lower back & front, and pressure. My first miscarriage.. it's so heartbreaking knowing I'll never be able to hold this baby or know if it was a boy or girl or even twins.. I'll never see my baby grow up.. but I'll never ever forget this baby. I'll always remember my angel baby. I'll always remember my baby's due date, Nov 27th, 2018 and I pray I'll have a rainbow baby someday. ♡

Test I took on March 29th

the doctors test this afternoon..