The pain...

The past 2 months were the happiest of my life, me and my husband had moved to a. New city our daughter was turning 1 our son getting ready to stay school soon, and we just found out I was pregnant... Our 2 children were actually from my previous marriage but he loves and accepts them as his own... And this... This will be... Or would be his first... We had been talking about names... And actually decided on one... And then yesterday... Our daughters first birthday.. I start bleeding... At first... I think it's ok... It happens.. I bled for a week with my son.... But it kept getting heaver and heaver... And the cramping started... Bad.... And then blood clots... Big ones and the pain hasn't stopped... And neither had my crying... Thank you for listening... I needed a ear