Feel guilty about leaving baby

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So my son is 8 months now and honestly I’ve only been out without him like 5/6 times. Everyone tells me that I need time away and I 100% agree but I also feel like a bad mom if my son is at home and I’m out spending money and having fun with friends. My mom is awesome with my son and always says she doesn’t mind watching him but I never want her to feel like I’m just “dumping” him on her so I can go out. 🤦🏼‍♀️

Does anyone else feel this way?