So I have been with my SO for about 8 years now and we have a beautiful 3 year old and a beautiful baby girl due in 5 weeks. I have a older son from a relationship I was in when I was in high school this baby makes 3 for me and 2 for my SO all of my pregnancy’s have put me on my death bed this one a little more severe they just took out my feeding tube 3 days ago I love all of my kids more then anything in this world I just don’t want anymore and my doctor even feels its the best choice to have a tubal. I have talked to a few of my friends and they feel it’s best not to do it bc of my past with my SO and cheating and his lies. I want to be safe and want to know I don’t have to go through this all over again I just don’t know what to do our marriage isn’t even in the right place for a newborn bit I am going to make it the best even if he doesn’t. Please no judgement I just want to know I’m doing the right thing for my self.