I don't know how to feel about this anymore

It's been weeks since I've felt wanted. My hubby hasn't had a job in 2 months all he does is okay his stupid Xbox. I haven't felt wanted, needed, appreciated or anything. I've been working my ads off and when I'm home for the little bit of time. I can't even get an I love you. All my coworkers are talking about their love life and everything and I'm sitting here jealous. Not getting any D or anything. I've been so aggravated and mentally exhausted. I love him but it's like I'm not attracted to him right now because he's lazy and he won't do anything. I don't know how to feel. I'm horney. I try to get myself off and it last 10 seconds. I'm desperate. Rant over