So back in March I found out I was pregnant. I decided to get an abortion after 10 weeks because I was scared of becoming a mother. Lately I've just been really regretful and I want to have a baby so bad. My boyfriend and I decided to have unprotected sex once a few days before my most fertile days. We are being protected now and we are just going to let the universe decide on whether or not we are ready to be parents. The two week wait is killing me.