Fear and anxiety (and cramps!)😭

Faith

I had an early miscarriage in February. I will be 6 weeks tomorrow with our rainbow baby. This is terrifying, I feel like the worry and fear completely overpowers any joy or excitement. I check the toilet paper every time I pee, expecting to see blood and praying that i won't. I've been having consistent period like cramps since yesterday afternoon and I'm panicking inside, terrified of going through that agonizing loss again. I have a scan scheduled at a private pregnancy center Tuesday and I'm praying to see that little heart beating. How do you get past the fear after a loss? Anyone here have consistent cramping like this and everything turned out just fine?