I really have no idea what to do. I met with a boy today who I thought had changed a lot. We’ve known each other for ages however he left my school and we wanted to catch up. He was so lovely and so nice to me when we were together. However he said he needed to leave but ended up leading me further around the rocks where we were sitting so we where completely out of sight. I knew he’d been in to drugs before but thought he had stopped. He asked if I wanted any pills and I immediately replied no I won’t ever touch a pill I don’t trust them or other drugs (previously had experience with my ex boyfriend who ended up in hospital for 8 days after running 4 miles bare foot to my house after making the wrong choices and he was also in a psychotic state). He said that the pills would get me fucked off my head and i noticed he had taken one out but I never saw what he did with it. I looked away and he said he had something in his bag and told me to look at him. He got really close and as I turned he went in to try and get off with me. I let him but then realised about the pill that I never saw what happened to. I pulled away and began to panic and he was getting really close and touchy again. I didn’t say anything because I had no idea what was going on. I immediately began to say sorry as that was my natural reaction and that I couldn’t do it because I still love my ex (who might I say is this boys best friend). I did a lot of thinking and he kept asking me if I was talking to anyone and how he wants to see me again. I began thinking shit has he tried to drug me when I got home I also thought shit I could have been raped. Would that have been the possibility? I keep crying about it as I’m so confused on what happen and remembered that after he tried to make out with me and I pulled away he spat something out so I think it might have been a drug of some sort. I still haven’t said anything and I have no idea what to do! I’m only 15 please help anyone!?