heartbroken!!

so me and partner decided ttc #2. i had the coil removed and was doing all the things suggested here bbt cm etc. i was very excited to be starting this journey i thought he was too until a few days ago. he told me he doesnt want to try yet and wants me to go on the pill or something. i'm in bits i dont know what to do. i can barely stand to be around him now. i'm hardly sleeping i'm crying every day. if i try talk to him it'll end up in an arguement. i feel completely destroyed