I feel so ashamed..

francis

So this might be a little tmi but my bf went down on me and he stopped because he said I squirted and when I looked at him he had a face of disgust.. I know I didn’t squirt because I know what it feels like I just think I was really turned on at the moment. Anyways I feel really embarrassed and ashamed by it to the point where I kind of feel like crying. I’ve had bfs in the past that never had a problem with going down on me , even if I squirted or not and I love him so much so this is really making me feel self conscious. Idk if I’m overreacting or something but I’m feeling really awkward about this. I just can’t stand of the thought of him being disgusted by me or something.. when we have sex he makes me squirt sometimes and he has no problem with it but it was just weird this time around. Has this type of thing happened to anyone else ?