Two or three years ago I had a miscarriage. Before that I had two normal, healthy pregnancies. So I have two living children. We waited a few years before trying to have another one. At the end of February we found out we were pregnant with our rainbow. But unfortunately at my appt yesterday we found out our rainbow’s heart stopped beating at 6 weeks. I was supposed to be 9 weeks and 5 days yesterday. I don’t understand why this is happening. Two miscarriages in a row? We want to try again but I’m so scared. I don’t want to do this again. I got in for a D&C; tomorrow. I don’t know what to do or how to move on. I feel like a failure.